I have masturbated over 2 of my aunties, my grandmother, 2 of my cousins, almost every woman I’ve ever met that I’ve been attracted to. Last night after my family and I had a party at my house for Christmas; we all got drunk together. I slept over at my aunties house and I masturbated right next to her as she slept. I then proceeded to go into her bedroom and touch myself where I eventually found her vibrating d**** that I felt, smelt and then shoved up my own a**. When I pulled it out, it was covered in my faeces. I cleaned it removed any evidence that I had been in her room. I have also masturbated into my other aunties bra and felt and smelt her underwear whilst failing to find any toys. She is now married. I am ashamed and hate myself because of my vile and atrocious manners. I am best friends with my cousin whom doesn’t know of the disgusting things I’ve done to the thought of his mother.