When I knew a I was gay (or so I thought, I’m still figuring out that) I created a fake profile on internet and I told a bunch of lies about who I am and what I do, the problem is that with time those lies begin to grow bigger and bigger. Eventually I left it but I feel so much remorse and I feel like a pile of s***.
My thought in the moment was “nobody gets hurt” and now I know that my behavior had no excuse and lying like that to people is not only disrespecful but inconsiderate.
I feel specially bad for two people who developed feelings for me, without knowing that what they like about me was a mere fantasy.
I wish there was a way to make things right.
