i really hate church and cant seem to tell anyone it makes me really uncomfortable being there. and my friend think i used to have a crush on which is really bad because that means im a lesbian/bi/or something else that my family will definitely not accept. she’s asking me about going to youth and this big camp that ive went to almost every year my dad has told me i cant go to it unless im going to youth and going youth/church makes me feel really bad i feel bad not going but not as much as i feel about going i dont know what to do im trying to get back on track but i think i fell off of the church wagon and i am scared because the day is coming where i have to make a choice and i dont know what my truth is