I was brought up by a dominate mother to be submissive to a female lead relationship with no father in the house. My mother would control my behavior with discipline and rewards of a s***** nature. If I behaved and was good, I would get to see my mother naked and touch her, even though no penetration by me was allowed. I would get to help her dress and undress or bathe her. Being allowed to touch her only while doing a task for her, like bathing. One of the ultimate rewards I got was to be allowed to douche my mother. I was so hard sliding the douche wand up into her v*****. I was allowed to m********* to relieve myself, sometimes in front of my mother. I enjoyed showing her my love and desire for her by m*********** to her.
My mother is gone now and I wish I had a woman like her to serve and worship.