This morning I started to think about one of my dates and started to be tempted to have s** with her when we went out together a few weeks ago. To put my thoughts to rest I masturbated in the bathroom to help vent off any stress or just to keep me in check. To make matters worse, I missed morning service today cause I went to attend a convention in downtown. I don’t feel that my life is going any where in life, and I don’t have a plan because I have been keeping busy too much and I need to start bettering myself.