I want to find a lover, but I’m too scared to be turned down, what if the don’t think I’m good enough, what if I do something wrong, what if I hurt her. I have lost everyone in my life after I moved to a diffrent city 2000 miles away. I don’t want to loose anyone again, but I don’t want to put my self in that place either. I’m scared. I don’t know what to do.
