i feel so bad. i feel like im so.. annoying in my friend group, and as a result i feel so left out, even though i already get way too much attention. im a selfish idiot at best. i dont add anything, except the occasional dumb joke. i already want to die, its been like that for months at this rate. i guess im just another edgy dumbass. im too dumb and selfish to function in any good way. worthless is my middle name. f*** it all.