i looked at internet p***. It is so unproductive….it makes me feel guilty and ashamed and less than myself….it makes me feel like i’m not worth it. I confess it as my own sin. I confess that my desire for a quick sense of pleasure started my thoughts in that direction. I could have stopped it. I confess this sin to God and ask for his forgiveness through the work of Jesus Christ. I commit myself to not doing that anymore. Instead of the negative self defeating pattern that p*** is a part of I choose a humble, pure, exciting positive path of growth and love that God has for me. It isn’t that I’m saying no the pleasure of p*** (that pleasure is short and lived and completely out weighed by the negative effects) but that I’m saying yes to Gods will for me to be whole and complete in him…even tho in the short term the decisions to go the positive way are hard. I pray to God for a sense of wholeness and love.