Idk. I’ve been known as gay for a while now (lesbian) but I just broke up with my girlfriend and now I’m not sure. I know I like girls but I don’t hate the idea of kissing a guy. Not sure if it’s just old s*** being stirred up bc feelings or if I’m legitimately doubting myself. Also can’t tell my mom I broke up with her because I’d like to avoid confrontation and/or being told it’s just a phase yeet yeet. Regretting breaking up too because I still like her and we’re in the same friend group. Not exactly awkward, just painful especially after her telling me that she feels nothing after breakups. Going through some s*** I guess, just feel guilty for lying to my mom, for possibly holding her back, for making my friends awkward, for not knowing what I am. I know in only 17 and guess I don’t have to figure it out right away, but going to school everyday and hanging around them all the time is hell and so is just being alive honestly. Dunno if saying this will make any difference anyway but whatever. Have a good day if you see this.