i think im going insane;;;

if you read my confession about a fucked up dream about my male friends yesterday,, here’s a follow up. i probably should’ve mentioned that i’ve been friends with them for 9 years, so it really does make me feel weird that i’m sexualizing them. dude i really can’t help it,, anyway that’s not the main point..

i did a dUmB tHiNg,, who’da thought. my friend (the t**** one) drew a pic of two stickmen f****** (don’t ask, we vibing) and i labelled them [his name] [his friends name] and then my friend started getting uncomfortable and didn’t talk to [his friend] for the rest of the day.

i think i fucked it up… they used to be so comfortable around each other but now sOmEoNe ships them, i think they’ve become more self-conscious and have stopped acting really intimate around each other. god i feel terrible.

i really shouldn’t’ve told them wtf. it was a dumb joke, but now i’ve fucked up a friendship. press F to pay respects ig. lmao heLP