The only way I can get past my anxiety of my girlfriend leaving me is to have a plan if she did. I can think “it’s not the end of the world if she left. I would just do this” I couldnt say why that helps me but it actually does. I would never tell her that because I hope she doesnt leave me. I love her so much but sometimes I wonder if she might break up with me without talking to me about it and it will blindside me. I need a cushion for if that happened. I would like to think she is a better person than that to discuss our issues but I’ve been blindsided with too make random breakups. I hope at the very least she respects me enough to let me see it coming. But u till I know that for sure I will keep doing this.
