When I was 15 my step father caught me trying on my mothers panties. He asked if my mother knew her darling son was a sissy fag. He unzipped his pants took out his dick and told me to suck it that he would show me how to be a good faggot. I did as I was told. I was terrified he would tell her and everyone else. He made me do it whenever we were home along. After a number of times he decided he wanted more and he began to sodomize me after he made me suck him. I told no one. I was and am ashamed not because of what I did but because I liked it. I didn’t want it to stop and it didn’t.. not until he left my mother more than 5 years later. Ashamed and so lonely.
