I am a lesbian and have been out to everyone I know since I was 12. I have always loved girls and been very attracted to their femininity, and I have a girlfriend who I have been with for over a year and I love very much. But very recently, I had a s***** dream about my guy best friend, and I was shockingly really into it. I can’t stop thinking about it and it’s taking an emotional toll on me. I have been friends with him for 7 years, and I’m really afraid that I might actually be developing feelings for him. It’s really hard for me to understand and I just feel really alone in it. I love my girlfriend and I would never want to hurt her or even break up with her, but I really can’t ignore what’s happening to me. I don’t know what to do
