A former best friend recently re-entered my life. She reached out to me with a sincere apology and told she missed and needed me. Yet I here I sit, like an a******, continuing to piss and moan over someone that discarded me like trash and doesn’t even give a s***. Wtf is wrong with me? Why can’t I just be grateful? People invite me out, I have a social life now I go places I do things…but then when I come home and am alone I sit and cry about this other person again. Im literally acting like a 3rd grader no i don’t this best friend i want this one. I want it my way g******* it. i want something thats long gone.
Any ideas how to stop this? Seriously its fucked up and a disrespect to a person who actually did care enough to apologize and reach out. Im ashamed of myself