I have a sister and she is more beautiful than i am, i have never been envious on that because it s not in my nature to be So. And i ve dealt with this since we were Little.. people always made differences between uș because of this But i was never bothered until now. She had a Close friend( they were never toghether ) and that friend of hers became quickly Close 2 me, we where Hanging out always and i knew that she didnt spek to him as much as before, he then confesed to me, i knew that he had some feelings for her and of course i told him that we are going to discuss tomorrow( he was kinda drunk) and i though that he will never message me again But he did and he Said that he wanted to discuss what he Said to me and he Seemed very hell bent on that and i agreed because in that time we spent toghether i become very fond of him . We went out as group the other day, he behaved strangely and he said that he is very tired and we will discuss the Next day and i Said ok Even though i expected him to talk to me and to cut the story Short the NexT day we established that we are going to talk and we went out as a group again, me and His friend ,and he disappeard suddendly, His friends called him But he didn t answered, i called him and he didnt answered and i had a hunch that he is maybe with my sister, i called her and of f****** course she didnt answered and after that he called me and Lied to my face that he wasa A-T His gradmother s, the NexT day she told me that they were indeed toghether(to mention the fact that my sister never saw him more than a good friend or at least that was what she Said) i called him the NexT day and told him that i needed to talk to him, he Said ok and that he would message me when to meet, i waited the whole day and then i went out and guess into who i bumped into, My sister and him .. and after that i gave him a message in which i explaind to him how wrong it was, what he did to me. The story is more longer than this But now i think i can t Look A-T my sister the same again. I started to hate her after this and now i m aware that whenever i m with her nobody will Look At me, and it really hurts that people use me like this because we are alike, i still don t know if he really enjoyed our time toghether or if he saw my sister in me. And i m tired of people looking for me to get to know her, or when people Tell her how beautiful she is and then they scan me shamesslly and they stop with the compliments. Or when i make new boy friends and after they meet her they seek only her and always ask where she is. We Look almost the same, height and weight, only she haș beautiful blue-green eyes. And Even our personalities are alike, that s why this is harder than it seems. And i don t know what to do, i get along with her very good But i can t ignore this anymore. If i made Any typos i m sorry, english isn t my first language and i m a bit tipsy