I’m a female. I’ve been dating a male for about two and a half years now. About a few months ago I started noticing that I wasn’t having the same feelings for him or males in general anymore. I started looking at and finding females pretty, cute, beautiful, attractive, hot, s***, pretty much positive word to describe someone’s looks in the book. I just thought it was some weird phase I was going through until I was with my best friend who is a female one night, things started out normal but as time went on we started getting more touchy and one thing lead to another and we ended up making out, for hours. I realized at that point that I am a lesbian and I’m just not into/in love with males or my boyfriend anymore and I’ve been seeing females behind his back for the past few months.. I feel really bad and guilty because we’ve been together for two and a half years now and here I am going behind his back cheating on him and essentially lying/faking/acting so I don’t break his heart. I don’t know what to do.. Do I tell him the truth and end it or keep wearing this mask and acting? I just don’t know…