I am a 21 year old who has never really been good at initiating friendships. Usually people befriend me and not the other way around. As of late the

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I am a 21 year old who has never really been good at initiating friendships. Usually people befriend me and not the other way around. As of late the subject of dating and making friends has come up frequently(I’ve never been romantically involved with anyone nor dated). I have a huge secret: I actually never had nor have any intention of dating or befriending anyone. I don’t mind getting along with others but I just never felt comfortable interacting with others for too much for too long, if that makes sense. I don’t really know why but anytime I’ve alluded to it, they just pass it off as a joke or a phase. I don’t know why but it’s even worse if it’s a romantic thing as I tend to avoid it even if I actually like someone (to my knowledge I’ve never had a mutual attraction to anyone). I don’t really know why I have such an aversion to being around others but they still don’t know that I’d rather be unrecognized than interact. And I feel bad because some of these people are actually good people. I don’t really know why and I’m hoping that my transfer to a different college will help.

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There’s a young boy that lives next door and he stays with his mom and they’re divorced mother and his father and I had him over here the other day when we were just sitting here and watching TV before his mom got home and I asked him, has anybody ever maked you feel really good. And he said, no Asked him do you wanna feel good?And he said , sure
I told him , take off your pants and you’re underwear and just lay back. So he did just lay back, and I started sucking on his c*** and he got hard and came, he got off really good. I asked him he liked me sucking him off. I said, would you do that for me and said, sure, so I took off my pants and my underwear, and I got up and he started sucking on me, and made me c** and he swallowed everything I had. We have been doing this for the last 6 months, and we both been really getting off each other sucking on one another I asked him the other day, I said, you want to feel something different I and said sure i started f******** him I put my c*** inside him and slowly started f****** him. I told him that this is going hurt at first but you will get use to my c*** being inside of you. I started kissing him as my c*** got deeper inside him. I started to c** really hard as I was f****** deep. I asked if he was.ok and he said yes. So i had my slowly start penetrating me and got deeper and deeper inside me.And that’s when he really started f****** me , and he came so hard inside. I told him thank you for f****** lile that and we kissed for a bout a hour . The next day. He came over earlier and wanted me to f*** him good. So I did. I f*** him for two hours straight
I came imside him 5 times. Then he got on top of me and slowly got his.c*** as deep as he could and then started f*** me fast and then faster I could fell him c****** inside me so much. I was so full.of his c** and when he pulled out of me it went.everywhere. we noth just look at each other and started kissing. I told not to say anything to mo body can find this.out about us making love to each other. We did.it day im and day out . After that I told him i was.im love with him and he.said he felt the same way with me. I know its against the ball, but I still love him and I’m still gonna start f****** him every single day that we can and I’m gonna make love to him every single day.\nAnd he knows that he’s gonna do the same to me.

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