I am in a loving 5 year relationship. My boyfriend is very caring, willing to do anything for me and so am I, but I have not been feeling the spark since

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I am in a loving 5 year relationship. My boyfriend is very caring, willing to do anything for me and so am I, but I have not been feeling the spark since the first year, but I told myself it would get better. It’s not really coming back, I get more excited thinking about another person and talking with them. My boyfriend does not deserve it and I feel terrible. He’s the only person I’ve ever been with, we got together when I was 14, I found out I am super curious and I want to explore more, but I’m just bottling it up. I find it unfair he got to date other girls and I didn’t get any other option, but he is also a super serious and nice person, that I would never want to lose. He’s told me how his life would be extremely s*** if I disappeared from it. It just hurts. I try to be mature and fight through it, but I think I will live an unhappy life. He’s hinting about marrying and it stresses me out, because I feel like he’s rushing my life. I sometimes wish something would make me disappear, because bottling it up hurts and I am a p****, and I can’t do anything about it. He might save himself from me that way.

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There’s a young boy that lives next door and he stays with his mom and they’re divorced mother and his father and I had him over here the other day when we were just sitting here and watching TV before his mom got home and I asked him, has anybody ever maked you feel really good. And he said, no Asked him do you wanna feel good?And he said , sure
I told him , take off your pants and you’re underwear and just lay back. So he did just lay back, and I started sucking on his c*** and he got hard and came, he got off really good. I asked him he liked me sucking him off. I said, would you do that for me and said, sure, so I took off my pants and my underwear, and I got up and he started sucking on me, and made me c** and he swallowed everything I had. We have been doing this for the last 6 months, and we both been really getting off each other sucking on one another I asked him the other day, I said, you want to feel something different I and said sure i started f******** him I put my c*** inside him and slowly started f****** him. I told him that this is going hurt at first but you will get use to my c*** being inside of you. I started kissing him as my c*** got deeper inside him. I started to c** really hard as I was f****** deep. I asked if he was.ok and he said yes. So i had my slowly start penetrating me and got deeper and deeper inside me.And that’s when he really started f****** me , and he came so hard inside. I told him thank you for f****** lile that and we kissed for a bout a hour . The next day. He came over earlier and wanted me to f*** him good. So I did. I f*** him for two hours straight
I came imside him 5 times. Then he got on top of me and slowly got his.c*** as deep as he could and then started f*** me fast and then faster I could fell him c****** inside me so much. I was so full.of his c** and when he pulled out of me it went.everywhere. we noth just look at each other and started kissing. I told not to say anything to mo body can find this.out about us making love to each other. We did.it day im and day out . After that I told him i was.im love with him and he.said he felt the same way with me. I know its against the ball, but I still love him and I’m still gonna start f****** him every single day that we can and I’m gonna make love to him every single day.\nAnd he knows that he’s gonna do the same to me.

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