I have a boyfriend, but I’ve been slowly becoming interested in someone else. I feel like a terrible person for this, even though I had no plans on getting feelings for another person. My boyfriend is amazing and very sweet, but our relationship was rushed and slightly forced. I’m scared because of it being rushed, I won’t properly get feelings for him like I am for my friend. My friend has been nothing but understanding and accepting of me, he even asked if I had any triggers so he wouldn’t accidentally set one off. I’m so pissed at myself for this, and it’s something I’m having a hard time controlling. I’m not sure what to do and it’s becoming such a big mess. I don’t want to hurt my boyfriend but I don’t want to lie to him about loving him.