I cheated on my current girlfriend with my ex about 1 year ago. I met my girlfriend in Jamaica around this time last year! We stayed on the same resort, and she lived in DC, same as me! It was love at first site. We slept together and broke up with our current partners to be together after we got home. But when i got back, I made the mistake of sleeping with my ex again. I tell my girlfriend that I was super drunk and don’t remember much, which is partly true. But in all honesty, she spent the night at my house and I somewhat sobered up that night. I don’t remember how we began having s**, but I remember not stopping. I honestly felt at one point that my ex was my soul mate, but I also feel the same way about my current girlfriend. But to be honest, I don’t know why I still sort of love my ex. After telling my girlfriend what happened, the bubble around us just popped. We’re like an old married couple now, constantly bickering at each other. I honestly ruined something beautiful that I could have had. I don’t know what to do. I’m depressed, my girlfriend feels like I’m her soulmate, but she’s just not as crazy about me as she was before. Now she downtalks me and doesn’t say I’m an angel anymore, doesn’t contact me as often, and sometimes leads on other guys. I wish I never did what I did. But now I feel pretty empty inside. I don’t feel like I can talk to her or my ex anymore, so I feel pretty lonely and misunderstood. I don’t know if things will, or how they will if they do. I find myself drawn to great interest in other girls, which never happened when I was with my ex. By the way, the ex i cheated on my girlfriend with was the girl I dated before the girl I left to be with my current girl if that makes sense lol
