I’ve been dating my girlfriend for over 4 years. We started dating when we were both about 17 years old. She’s actually pretty good looking. Our families know each other. We’re not officially engaged but we have spoken about marriage and people expect us to get married. Everyone that knows is anticipating this.

But, there is something no one knows about us. About a year ago we decided to spice things up with a little B***. We keep it to just the two of us and it started out as fun and exciting. Just a little b****** and spanking. But lately it has been getting more intense. She seems to have no limits and does anything I tell her to do when we are role playing.

The thing is I think she may have mental issues because no matter how painful, humiliating or degrading it is she will do and I don’t know if I want that for a wife and a mother of my kids.

I feel so guilty about this. A little b****** and spanking is one thing but this whole thing has taken on a life of its own.