I masturbated repeatedly and used mind projection indicating to women where I work and otherwise that I’m a sissyboy who likes women to sodomise me with s****** dildos while I wear women’s clothing and I used profanity and was selfish prideful disrespectful boastful hypocritical arrogant faithless fearful insecure worried passed judgement against others lied overreacted complained had worldly sorrow and resentment