I think I’m addicted to H***** p***. That’s animated (p*** made “family-friendly”) p***, that’s usually very unrealistic. I don’t watch real p*** because most of it is just so fake and awkward… But h***** usually has a storyline and the girl actually looks like she’s enjoying it…

I told my best friend that it’s the kind of p*** I watch. He makes fun of me for it (I’m a 23F btw) but I know he doesn’t mean anything bad by it.
But I just feel like a perv and a weirdo… If I ever get into a relationship, should I tell them about this? How the hell am I suppose to? This isn’t exactly normal…
I just feel like a freak.