All my life I’ve been beaten, isolated and judged. I’ve got 3 labels of autism, depression and anxiety to show for it. I can’t even leave my bed because I know that I’ll f*** things up, I’ve got these voices from 10 years ago screaming on repeat and making me feel worthless. I should just end it all to make myself feel better, to make myself feel something. I don’t care if it’s pain, I’m just sick of this numbness strangling me.