I did something extremely stupid and tried to buy an essay off of one of those essay writing websites. I’m an English Lit student, so I should have absolutely 0 excuses for needing a service like this. But I chose a website that *SEEMED* to have very good reviews but turned out to be a scam and I paid 200 pounds for the service which is quite a bit of money. The essay that I got back in return is absolutely AWFUL and not even in my subject area even though I uploaded detailed instructions on the assignment and the relevant works associated with it. I am utterly ashamed of myself, completely stressed out, and heartbroken at my own stupidity. I want to tell my boyfriend but I am so, so, so afraid that he will judge me. What should I do?
