I was so desparate and low in self esteem I showed fake emotions for a guy who liked me. When he proposed to me i said yes because by then i was simply

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I was so desparate and low in self esteem I showed fake emotions for a guy who liked me. When he proposed to me i said yes because by then i was simply guilty. I was a dumb a** 15 year old girl who thought she was doing the right thing. Eventually i did like him which blurred for me what was real and what was fake. Then it got too serious too fast and i ended up with promises i made despite utter uncertainty and ..antidepressants. i lost the person he fell for getting reduced to a wreck. We broke up but never did. We became friends but he still showed love. I wanted it too but i had lost my mind and was in a spiral of blurr.Ultimately he had to go abroad with his parents. Now We do talk like friends but he did say he loves me many times and arranged for me a present on my birthday thriugh his frnz.I’m 17 now and filled with regrets. I have hardly any motivation in life. I feel i could die in peace.

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