So, I’m 15 right? I let an older man around his early 30s take my virginity yesterday. Well, he’s not much of a stranger because he lives in my neighborhood and he’s always alone, by himself and I don’t know why, it makes me sad when I see someone alone, so I went over to his house to talk to him and we started talking and everything and one thing led to another and he asked if I was a virgin and I said yes and then he started feeling my breasts and I didn’t stop him, he started kissing me on my neck and I just let him, he started taking off his and my clothes and then he kinda just push me down and pushed himself inside of me and I don’t know why but I kinda liked it. It’s just I feel bad that I was taken advantage of. But recently I started going over to his house more and more and now we have s** on a daily basis and it feels good but I feel so guilty, no one knows and I can’t tell my family because they’ll put him in jail and I don’t want that for him! Later tonight he said he has a “special surprise” for me but I don’t know what to expect, he told me to “dress nicely” for the occasion.