I’ve recently had the thought that I’d be better for someone than who they are with, and it terrifies me. I’ve never thought of myself as that kind of person, because I’ve always hated people like that. I know I’d never be good enough for the person, I just have little flits of thoughts that I do things for this person and their actual partner doesn’t. Not s*****. Small things. I would never cross the line, but the thoughts terrify me.
