I fucked up twice- first I asked his friend about his breakup. the second time I sent a message I really, really, really regret sending. I had to lie about it to save my reputation among the gossipers, but the truth is I’m so fucked up and really just felt mesmerized that night. I was on Instagram looking at his brother’s post, which featured his (his bro’s) girlfriend. You know that jealous and impatient feeling? well i felt like that that night. i guess I really didn’t know what I was doing and as a result told him anonymously to ask me out…
i’m such a dumbass . !!!!!!
after a month, im still so mad at myself
This is really the only place I can confess here– I really don’t know what to do. I want to apologize so much but I would humiliate myself completely-
please help- thumbs up if i should tell him everything that happened
thumbs down if i should just leave the whole situation as it is now so it can “heal”
don’t leave a rating if your opinion is moderate (idk)
Honestly everything that happens is my fault T-T
i mean at least i can own up to it
I don’t think he knows about this website so at least my secret is safe here~
three more years of facing him and the same people! f.u.n.
bye but i just really want him to know that i love him
