I fucked up twice- first I asked his friend about his breakup. the second time I sent a message I really, really, really regret sending. I had to lie

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I fucked up twice- first I asked his friend about his breakup. the second time I sent a message I really, really, really regret sending. I had to lie about it to save my reputation among the gossipers, but the truth is I’m so fucked up and really just felt mesmerized that night. I was on Instagram looking at his brother’s post, which featured his (his bro’s) girlfriend. You know that jealous and impatient feeling? well i felt like that that night. i guess I really didn’t know what I was doing and as a result told him anonymously to ask me out…
i’m such a dumbass . !!!!!!
after a month, im still so mad at myself

This is really the only place I can confess here– I really don’t know what to do. I want to apologize so much but I would humiliate myself completely-
please help- thumbs up if i should tell him everything that happened
thumbs down if i should just leave the whole situation as it is now so it can “heal”
don’t leave a rating if your opinion is moderate (idk)

Honestly everything that happens is my fault T-T
i mean at least i can own up to it
I don’t think he knows about this website so at least my secret is safe here~

three more years of facing him and the same people! f.u.n.
bye but i just really want him to know that i love him

New Confession

After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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