I have a hand fetish. I love a woman's hands, soft long fingers, laced with veins. So, I first noticed her hands. We were talking and so close. I noticed

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I have a hand fetish. I love a woman’s hands, soft long fingers, laced with veins. So, I first noticed her hands. We were talking and so close. I noticed the lovely veins along her neck too. Shapely throat. Caressing her neck became more. The feeling of her neck, her throat in my hands. Her beautiful hands at my wrists trying to pull my grip away. Her eyes so wide. Her mouth open. Her lovely face growing dark red. Her neck was warm. My thumbs went down across her wind pipe. The soft sounds of her trying to breath. Squeezing so hard. She was gorgeous. Now her head was back. Her neck arched showing that shapely throat, s***, the veins popping. I came hard. Then I woke up.

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I’ve lost my Ego, self respect and dignity. I have nothing own nothing, am nothing but worthy of whatever the bully wishes from me. And what that means is that my life is to be exposed, exhibited. Be degraded daily by my bully so he can get off on his thrills of humiliating me in front of however many or little amount of kids happen to show up. The crowds apparently seem to get bigger as the days go by. My humiliation is becoming acceptance as routine is becoming comfortability. These pre adult children are masters at performing to show angst between disgust and desire. Which adds to the shame. Of what’s being done to me.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.