I've been actively trying to break my friend and his girlfriend up for years. It's not because I like her. It's because I despise her for taking my friend

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I’ve been actively trying to break my friend and his girlfriend up for years.

It’s not because I like her. It’s because I despise her for taking my friend away from me. He puts her over everybody. He doesn’t invite me over anymore when she’s home because “she works early in the morning and has to sleep.” I don’t get to go on trips with him where SHE isn’t there.

I’ve been making her look bad online for months. I almost got her fired from her job. I changed her FB password and started messaging random people to make it look like she’s been cheating. In reality, she’s loyal.

He told me that he’s thinking about breaking up with her because he’s suspicious about her now. I don’t want him to ever find out about any of this. He would never speak to me again.

I thought this would feel good. My friend is now depressed, sad, and doesn’t want to hang out because of this. He was planning on proposing to her, but is about to return/sell the ring.

I thought I’d get revenge on her for taking my only friend from me. But now, I’m terrified of him finding out and never talking to me again.

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I’ve lost my Ego, self respect and dignity. I have nothing own nothing, am nothing but worthy of whatever the bully wishes from me. And what that means is that my life is to be exposed, exhibited. Be degraded daily by my bully so he can get off on his thrills of humiliating me in front of however many or little amount of kids happen to show up. The crowds apparently seem to get bigger as the days go by. My humiliation is becoming acceptance as routine is becoming comfortability. These pre adult children are masters at performing to show angst between disgust and desire. Which adds to the shame. Of what’s being done to me.

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