so for about 3 months I have been an escort on the side to support my son. His dad took off and nobody knows where he went. I am on my own and have a

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so for about 3 months I have been an e***** on the side to support my son. His dad took off and nobody knows where he went. I am on my own and have a pretty s***** job that doesn’t pay much, so I have a few clients that pay me hourly to do whatever they want. I make really good money doing it. Better than my job pays. I can make in 2 nights what I make all week there. Nobody knows I am doing this but my best friend. I am also part of the PTO at my son’s school and I work with several mothers twice a week. One of the mothers’ husbands is one of my best paying clients. I never knew until we had a school fail last weekend and she was there and her husband was there too. We just said hi and acted like we just met, but the truth is that he comes to my place every Thursday night and get very nasty with me. He says I do all the things she won’t do and she us a prude. It’s pretty sad because he has amazing oral skills and can f*** very well. I enjoy the time I have with him and he pays me $250 on top of it. I wonder what she would say if she found out that her husband is spending $250 a week to cheat on her with me.

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I’ve lost my Ego, self respect and dignity. I have nothing own nothing, am nothing but worthy of whatever the bully wishes from me. And what that means is that my life is to be exposed, exhibited. Be degraded daily by my bully so he can get off on his thrills of humiliating me in front of however many or little amount of kids happen to show up. The crowds apparently seem to get bigger as the days go by. My humiliation is becoming acceptance as routine is becoming comfortability. These pre adult children are masters at performing to show angst between disgust and desire. Which adds to the shame. Of what’s being done to me.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.