I’m a hebephile/ephebophile – s******* attracted to 11–19 year olds. I am in my thirties, attractive, and have never been abused or struggled with finding s***** partners. I’m just a nice, normal guy. While I can be attracted to older women, I fantasize about adolescent girls, which I genuinely believe is completely normal – males are supposed to be attracted to females when they are most fertile. My fantasies though are quite obsessive.
I would never break the law. The internet provides me with sufficient release – Japanese schoolgirl p***, and sometimes I’ll find a very young looking 18–21 year old prostitute, sometimes they will wear cotton p****** and socks to look younger and more innocent, or sometimes I’ll rent 2 of them so I can gaze at and stroke one while I’m pounding the other. I like them to leave their clothes on. I get so excited when I pass a 13 or 14 year old on the street. I’ll admire her smooth skin, her subtle curves, her firm and pert little breasts, her tight looking little p****.
My ultimate fantasy is to be able to freeze time so that I can move freely while everyone else remains frozen and unaware – I would find a secondary school, peruse the class rooms to find the prettiest ones – slim, long dark hair – and line them up. I would enjoy if there are others in the room to witness what I do to them. I would lift up each of their skirts and stroke their bums through their cotton p******. I would run my finger along each of their cracks. I would slowly take off their shirts and bras, cupping their supple mounds and tweaking their n******. I would smell their hair, put my tongue in their mouths. My hands and tongue would stroke every part of their smooth bodies. I would then bend each of them over the desks and very slowly lift up their skirts, pull down their p******. I would part each of their b** cheeks and taste their sweet smooth pussies. I would put my tongue in as deep as I can and inhale deeply. I would lick up and around their tight little bumholes, making sure everything is soaking with my saliva. I would make sure their backs are arched to raise their bums. One by one, I would force my p**** into their little pussies, pounding each, hard from behind while my two hands cupped the 2 pussies on either side, parting the lips with my fingers and inserting the middle one. So tight. Whichever one has the smallest t*** I would cup so that I can feel the slight wobble with each hard thrust. Seeing this line of little bums, bare backs, and tiny breasts. They are wearing only their school skirts, lifted up, long socks, and p****** around their ankles. They can’t move. I would be too excited and wouldn’t last more than a few seconds, but I would get erect again quickly and continue for days until each and every one of their little holes was dripping with my c**. I would rub my p**** in their sweet little faces, c****** in their mouths, their nostrils, their ears, in their hair. My hands would always be cupping one of their breasts or pussies. Paradise. If I could bare to stop, or got bored of these pussies, I would clean them up, put their clothes back on, and return them to where I found them, french kissing each goodbye. Then I would move on to find another batch.
You would never guess I’m like this if you met me. I bet most men manage to suppress their real s***** fantasies. I expect I’m more obsessed but I also have excellent self control and discipline.

I need therapy 🔫