I'm just sick, just like you thought you'd understand.. after what you were caught doing by the family. After the way you've acted toward me. The things

7 years

250 Views

I’m just sick, just like you thought you’d understand.. after what you were caught doing by the family. After the way you’ve acted toward me. The things you’ve said. Why would I think it’s okay I don’t know but I’m sick I’ll probably snap if affection is sent my way. Drugs didn’t help the long stiff lonely night either. It was just action reaction. I never ment any harm like I said I just wanted to show you all of me. The other one scares me or I would have back in yoga. Hope=hate you’ll never understand just like I won’t. Sorry.

New Confession

I’ve lost my Ego, self respect and dignity. I have nothing own nothing, am nothing but worthy of whatever the bully wishes from me. And what that means is that my life is to be exposed, exhibited. Be degraded daily by my bully so he can get off on his thrills of humiliating me in front of however many or little amount of kids happen to show up. The crowds apparently seem to get bigger as the days go by. My humiliation is becoming acceptance as routine is becoming comfortability. These pre adult children are masters at performing to show angst between disgust and desire. Which adds to the shame. Of what’s being done to me.

Related Confessions

I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.