This is more of a regret but I was pressured into doing inappropriate and sexual things with my now ex boyfriend at 13 years old. I still let him do these

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This is more of a regret but I was pressured into doing inappropriate and s***** things with my now ex boyfriend at 13 years old. I still let him do these things after he cheated on me with his ex. lied about the cheating, spread things about me and then lied about the cheating again and did other things which I don’t really want to talk about even now. I regret giving that amount of myself to someone at this age and need some advice on what I should do. I already go to therapy but I don’t want to tell my therapist about it because I’m worried of what they will think of me.

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I’ve lost my Ego, self respect and dignity. I have nothing own nothing, am nothing but worthy of whatever the bully wishes from me. And what that means is that my life is to be exposed, exhibited. Be degraded daily by my bully so he can get off on his thrills of humiliating me in front of however many or little amount of kids happen to show up. The crowds apparently seem to get bigger as the days go by. My humiliation is becoming acceptance as routine is becoming comfortability. These pre adult children are masters at performing to show angst between disgust and desire. Which adds to the shame. Of what’s being done to me.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.