When i was 13 i forced my little brother (6 years younger than me) to get intimidated with me. I showed him my chest and let him s*** it and kissed him. I may have done it more than one time. When i remember this, i can’t understand why did i do it? I really don’t remember what was i thinking back then?! Probably because o wasn’t thinking. When i was very young my cousin and my friend from neighborhood that was 1 to 2 years older than made me do it. They kissed me, touch my vegina forced me to do poses i don’t like. I am a straight woman and they are girls. It didn’t feel right for me but i wasn’t complaining. I just feel stupid i past my bad experience to my only sibling. Yet i’m scared of boys and pretty girls. I feel like i should die . I want to apologize to my brother but i don’t know if he remembers or not what if i remind him and he never remember ?! I can’t do that.w
