I had a nightmare about being raped again. it happened when i was 11 and he was 15. he held me down in a closet and came on my stomach and tried to jam it in. i had to walk home in the cold but in my dream he shoved it inside me fully and i couldnt stop crying and screaming but he just kept growing nad i felt like i was dying
i dont want to j******* again but if i dont then am i worthy to anyone. i m just a w**** in the making