I am a professional man in my 50’s, been married a long time, great family. I was recently in a large SE Asian city, staying at a 5-star, major chain hotel. After the long flights from the US, I wanted to have a good massage. I have had massages in Asia at legitimate spas, so I knew what to expect. I do not go to “massage parlors” not to hookers, never have. So I read the booklet about the hotel’s spa and scheduled a 60 minuted relaxing massage. At the scheduled time, I went to the plush spa. Everyone there was very professional, all the masseuses in modest uniforms. I showered, put on the disposable underwear and waited. Soon the masseuse, a beautiful woman of about 25, led me into the therapy room. Soothing music, scented oils, a good masseuse, and I soon fell asleep. She woke me in order for me to turn over. As she worked my thighs, she seemed to get a bit e***** but I wasn’t sure. I did not want to get aroused and freak her out. But as she continued, it became apparent that she was indeed getting e***** and I became aroused. However, I respectfully said no to her. I left with mixed feelings. Her actions were completely unexpected. Remember, this was a major, respected hotel and a professional spa. But my curiosity got the best of me, and I scheduled a massage with her later that night. She then pleasured me without hesitation. And, to my shame, I went back again 3 days later.
I am now home, feeling guilty but savoring it all. Feeling her perfect, incredible body was wonderful, though wrong. I have a mar on my soul in a way that I really never wanted. But I keep reliving the unexpected experience.