I’m envious of my friends who go out and hook up with girls, have funny tinder adventures, have crazy ex girlfriends, and live the single life. My fiancée

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I’m envious of my friends who go out and hook up with girls, have funny tinder adventures, have crazy ex girlfriends, and live the single life. My fiancée is perfect (supportive, smart, beautiful, trusting, infinite s** drive, etc.) but I met her very young. I’m her first everything and she’s my first most things (not my first girlfriend or first kiss). I never got to be single as an adult or experience much with another woman. My friends have so much fun being single. I yearn for their adventure but I’d probably regret leaving the most beautiful woman in the world. She could replace me in an instant. I feel like there’s a line of men waiting for me to screw up.

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Idk as to why I feel this way knowing I already like my crush but I also slightly like my crush’s friend.

But I absolutely don’t wanna be in a poly relationship, not that it’s bad, it’s just that I can’t handle both boyfriends at the same time. It’s annoying because I genuinely already have a crush, obviously but my friends kept insisting that I choose my crush’s friend instead.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.