I made a huge mistake. I thought we were going to break up. I thought you didn’t love me anymore. I thought you liked someone else and that’s why you started ignoring me. I sent a few n*** pictures to some random guy online… And you and I are still together. I’m a cheater. I never thought I would be. I tried to make excuses at first, to convince myself it’s just as bad as the fact that you watch p***. I’m done making excuses. I don’t know how to tell you. I know you’ll break up with me but I deserve it. And, if you don’t break up with me, I’ll end it with you because I can’t stand the guilt. Yesterday, you told me I’m all you have. How could I do this to you? I threw everything away for no reason. I don’t deserve to live.
