I've been hating myself since 2015, when I discovered the site named Omegle. Let me start from the beginning; I'm 14 years old as I write this, but 11

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I’ve been hating myself since 2015, when I discovered the site named Omegle. Let me start from the beginning; I’m 14 years old as I write this, but 11 when I started visiting Omegle regularly. I’m also a bisexual female, and girls turn me on more than guys do, which is why I only watch lesbian p***.

When I would go to the Omegle site, I would always enter ‘lesbian’ as one of my interests, because, well, like most other Omegle users, I was there to ‘play’, despite me being way underaged. I would run into the occasional guy, but the majority of those I met were beautiful, grown females I just wanted to ‘talk’ to. Sure, some of them were sensible and disconnected the minute I sent my age (I’m not one to lie about something like that), but most stayed and asked if I was h**** anyway.

Of course, no one else needs to hear the other details, as I’m sure they’re disgusting to even think about. Soon after I closed the tab I would cry myself to sleep because of the guilt that overtook me after sharing child p***, *my* child p*** with women who were 18+ (not to mention some of them could’ve been bots, or could’ve been recording me and upload me to a p*** site without asking permission.)

I would swear to myself to never do such a horrid thing ever again, but a few weeks later, give or take, something would turn me on and I would head over to that cursed site to help me cope with my ‘s***** tensions’. On and on, for at least a year, this would happen. But soon enough, I forgot all about Omegle and stuck with m*********** to normal p*** instead.

A few weeks ago, however, I decided to download and create a Snapchat account *just* for messaging girls from Omegle. And that’s where most of my guilt today is coming from.I’m aware that this is the result of my own poor choices, and if there was something, anything I could do to turn back time and restrict myself from ever finding out Omegle existed, I swear on my life I would.

It’s an addiction, having my looks and body validated by girls online who could be lying for all I know. And for what? Some half-assed nudes back? I just wish I had more willpower to stop myself from ever returning there ever again…

I’m sorry for making this so long, I just had to confess this to anyone who would even stand to listen to my disgusting story…

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