I have been so h**** recently. I’m a female in 9th grade and I’ve never had s**, had a real boyfriend, nothing. I’ve always been into s** though. Like when I was like 10 I’d watch pot and be h**** I just didn’t know what being h**** really felt like. I love the idea of just having s** with random people. I have a crush on someone and I really like them (face, personality, body) but I couldn’t imagine f****** them. If I imagine myself f****** them it’s a huge turn off. I don’t understand that. But when I imagine Havjng a boyfriend and we were about to f*** I’d be into it. I master bate A LOT. I want to tonight soooooo f****** badly but I’m in a hotel with my family. I’m so ready to just say f*** it. But what eves. I’m still super h****.