I'm 14 and my cousin is 13. When we were little kids, I had just discovered masturbating (I started at about 3 or 4) and at the time I think I was abkut 5

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I’m 14 and my cousin is 13. When we were little kids, I had just discovered m*********** (I started at about 3 or 4) and at the time I think I was abkut 5 or 6. Anyway, I didn’t know what it was, so I named it “tickling my girl p****” I know it sounds idiotic, but remember, I was like 5. So I was telling my little cousin about how he could “tickle” his p**** and it was more ticklish than anywhere. And he didn’t believe me, so I took him into his little closet, and he pulled down his pants, and I told him to try. Then he did but asked me to do it for him, so I just placed my finger on top of it and tickled like you would a baby’s chin for a minute and he just screamed, “Oh my god! Woah!” To this day I worry if he remembers it and if it will scar him somehow. I was too young to understand that it was wrong, and he had no clue. Nothing even happened afterwards.

Also, when my former friend (we’ve lost touch but our brothers are still best friends, I just moved to a different state with my mom) who is a year older than me were younger, around the same time I started m***********, I told her ablut it too. Then we went into my older sister’s (18 or 19 at the time) room while she was out, layed down under her bed next to each other, and masturbated together. We were all just too young to understand what it was, but I regret both instances every day. I don’t know if either of them remember, I think the girl might. Maybe my cousin too. I don’t know. And I can’t exactly bring it up, in the possible situation of them NOT remembering. Idk what to do.

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My daughters boyfriends uncles grabbed me coming out the door. They pushed me into a nice Escalade and told me were going for a ride. They took me to this place far away from anywhere if they chose to they could kill me and no one would find me. I was threatened by the kid he told me about his uncles and what they could do. I was scared shitless. Wondering what was in their mind. They told me they heard the stories and they were disappointed. These guys were muscular they worked out they were threatening figures. We arrived at a house away past the Forrest. Behind the mountains. Real high up. We went into a closed private room with a tv set and a couple of seats. Through his phone he set up a double chat with his nephew and my daughter was with him. They talked as they explained I was there with them and they would get to see everything that’s about to happen.
They told me to strip, socks and all.
They then cuffed my arms on the wall spread apart and same with my legs. They detailed my hole body part for part degrading in verbal abuse every failure compared to their chilled perfections as men. My daughter was watching all this abuse I was experiencing as her boyfriend kept telling her baby this is for you, payback for him bathing you and touching you when you were younger. It’s your turn to watch him suffer for what he did to you. They took off the cuffs and beat the s*** out of me wrestling style, made me go through holds of pain and suffering, total humiliation. Manhandling galore. Super exhibition galore. They totally humiliated my a**. When done they let my daughter talk. Dad you know what you did was worthy of this compared to getting killed. I still love you dad I told them not to they wanted to. All I could say was I deserved it. Then thanked her. Later on I’d see her in person not knowing if I could find the guts to show my face after an experience like that.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.