Been paying for escorts here and there the last 6-8 months. I know inside of me it is wrong On many different levels, but so far I have continued to engage. I just got back home from seeing one and theres a very terrible guilt/shame feeling I’m experiencing. I don’t want to hurt anyone, I don’t want to continue to degrade myself and lose dignity. I know if I feel like this about it that it affecting my well being and mental state.
