Growing up i would go to any lengths to look up a girl/womans dress. When i got married i would beg, bribe. get my wife drunk to get her to let other men look up her dress. She would usually make it appear to be totally accidental. which was fine, it would make me so h**** for her to go home and have s** (she always had pantys and usually pantyhose too underneath) with her. If she slept on car trips i would lift her skirt and totally expose her to truckers. i got her to go to a n*** beach once many many years ago.. was so hot for men to see her naked hairy p**** and for her to see naked men.. i have taken pictures of her and showed them to many many strangers.. posted some on line.. no face showing. and i have cheated on her many many times.. still cheating in my 60s.. guess i am getting partial payback.. she has gotten very fat. no interest in s** for a long time.. i can’t quit.. not enough balls to leave and upset the things i like…I hope i don’t get caught. but the lady i/m with is very nice in many ways.. afraid if i divorced and went to her we would lose the spark and excitement we have.. guilty and feel like s***.. rightfully so…i wish she would have an affair sometimes…