I was born ill, and constantly ill even till this day. my parents have spent so much money just to keep me alive, and for that they despise my very

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I was born ill, and constantly ill even till this day. my parents have spent so much money just to keep me alive, and for that they despise my very existence and hate me as if their child was the devil. sometimes I tell myself its fair, I ruined their lives and they have the right to ruin mine. But I grew up with the guilt that everything is my fault.

and I cant bring myself to end it all cause I feel guilty to waste their efforts. Even if I feel like it’d be better for them if I was just gone already.

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I don’t think I’m going to survive much longer. I’m a failure, and I always will be. I’ll never be my own independent person and I don’t deserve to be. I should’ve gotten it over with years ago.

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