My fiance is a wonderful man. He has always been kind, generous and caring to me. We've been together almost 5years and I just don't feel any passion in

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My fiance is a wonderful man. He has always been kind, generous and caring to me. We’ve been together almost 5years and I just don’t feel any passion in our relationship. I hardly did in the beginning, but I definitely don’t now. He doesn’t excite me. S** has become rudimentary, we hardly engage in any bonding activities outside of s**, and I don’t feel comfortable with telling him he’s gained too much weight. We don’t have anything in common anymore. I feel like he doesn’t know me these days. He’s become a major slob. And as time passes I feel more and more guilty about cheating on him at a local s** club with at least 7 other men and women because he doesn’t s******* satisfy me and is very frigid when I suggest trying new things in the bedroom. I just don’t want to break his heart.

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I don’t think I’m going to survive much longer. I’m a failure, and I always will be. I’ll never be my own independent person and I don’t deserve to be. I should’ve gotten it over with years ago.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.