I molested by little sister's friend when I was 15 and she was 10. She told her parents about it and I got arrested. Now, I'm 25 years old and can't do

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I molested by little sister’s friend when I was 15 and she was 10. She told her parents about it and I got arrested.

Now, I’m 25 years old and can’t do anything with my life because of a criminal record. I want to help people- I want a career that will help people. It’s like engrained into my soul. I wanted to be a doctkr at one time. Know, I applied for a policeman, fireman, paramedic, pharmacist. But I czn’t be any of those things because of my record. I still want to help people. I don’t know what to do with my life. I can’t even work in a restaurant because of “exposure to kids”. I would never, ever hurt one today. I think it was just teenage curiosity. I want a better life. The government watches me like a hawk, I can’t get into any college, women I have loved with all my heart reject me. I saw a dad pushing his daughter in a swing at a park yesterday while I was on my daily walk. I wonder if I will ever have those happy family moments.
Does anyone have any ideas for careers I could do to help people without exposure to children? God, I feel like crying. I would never hurt a child today.

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I pay hung rentboys to whip my b*** and tell me I have a small d***. I can’t put this in the ‘guilt’ category because I really enjoy it.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.