I have always had a weight problem all of my life and since I was a child I have been over weight. Guys have never been interested in me. I considered

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I have always had a weight problem all of my life and since I was a child I have been over weight. Guys have never been interested in me. I considered myself lucky to meet a guy if he was interested in me. I settled on the first guy that asked me to marry him. He’s been a really good husband and father but he’s over weight and not attractive.

I had to have surgery on my lady bits to correct prolapse uterus and for some reason I’ve lost a lot of weight after the surgery. I’ve been able to keep it off without even trying. Guys are looking at me very different now and I’m getting more attention. The s***** part is that these are the same guys that won’t even give me the time of day before but I like the attention that I never had before. My husband has even told me he thinks I’m getting too good looking for my own good.

I feel so guilty but I indulged myself and had some flings with guys. I thought I would get it out of my system and no one would be the wiser but the s** is so different. There is something so thrilling about two people coming together for a few moments of primal passion. I hate myself after I do it.

I’m afraid I’m turning into a s***. I have to stop. My husband deserves better.

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