This confession will probably be long because a lot happened. I confess that I did go through the guys phone i was involved with and I did take screenshots. I did contact one of the girls out of rage and jealously. Even though he asked me and i denied it maybe because I was panicking during that time. I feel bad about doing it. At the same time he caused me so much rage and distress i felt hopeless and did it without thinking twice. He invited me to his home on Monday , I get there and his behavior was reckless and unusual he kept talking about his hoes. Making me angry , then laughing about it. He genuinely got up from the bed put his things on to go see another woman while i was in his apartment. Maybe i should’ve left but i fell asleep I cried and was angry. He came back three hours later while i was sleeping snatched the covers from me and started talking on the phone with a girl right in front of me. I started to get anxious and even MORE irritated. After that he got up told me to have a “Good night” and left to sleep in the living room. I legit lost my marbles at that moment sent him a text message asking him how he thought it was okay. I got my up and was gonna leave he stood behind the door. We fought he fell asleep i contemplated dumping water on his head. I didn’t i poured water on his bed sheets though. I used his thumb print to unlock his phone. I cried , screamed , & stressed till i was blue in the face. Then i made the decision to f*** up whatever he had with anybody else. He dating 2 other people and my anger was just out of bounds. When the morning came he asked me “how i slept”. I told him horribly he acted as if what he did last night wasn’t a problem. I couldn’t believe it i tried to sneak out before he caught me in the act. He stopped me before i could. That’s the reason why he was able to ask me if i had touched his phone I kept denying it. Even though he brought God into it. I just kept saying no. I couldn’t believe how this happened. I wanted to cry. Scream but the deed was already done. So now i wonder we’re my actions justified i have no clue